“There were times - not many, but a few - when Jon Snow was
glad he was a bastard. As he filled his wine cup once more from a
passing flagon, it struck him that this might be one of them.”
Aww, poor Emo!Teenaged!Jon Snow!! But more importantly, this is the chapter that introduces us to the Imp and the Kingslayer.
We’ve
seen Jon through the eyes of his younger brother Bran, and now we get
to meet him ourselves (and note his observations on the King’s party.)
Jon thinks Cersei is as beautiful as reputed, though he notices that he
can “see through her smile.” I’m not thinking this shows Jon as some
flawless judge of character, given that we already know Cersei is not
exactly thrilled to be at Winterfell with Robert’s BFF and the Stark
family, exacerbated by Robert’s rather publicly leaving her in the
courtyard of Winterfell to go visit Lyanna Stark’s grave the moment he
arrived. However, there’s a theme of “these things are not what they
seem to be” running through this chapter, particularly in regards to the
royal party.
“The king was a great disappointment to Jon.”
Ned’s apparently talked up “the peerless Robert Baratheon” as this
legendary warrior but Jon only sees a “fat man, red-faced under his
beard, sweating through his silks.” If only Jon knew that he’s echoing
Ned’s disappointment as voiced in the previous chapter. Robert’s
putative children come in after Robert and Cersei, accompanied by Stark
kids; Jon is dismissive of Tommen and Myrcella (“insipid”) and then
Joffrey who has a tangle of blond curls and his mother’s (and
father’s!!) deep green eyes. The most Jon can find to criticize in
Joffrey (who’s gallingly taller than Jon OR Robb, though he’s younger
than both) is his “pouty” lips and disdainful glances at Winterfell.
And
then come the Queen’s brothers. Jaime’s charisma is self-evident, and I
think it’s no accident that our fullest description (including the fact
that he has two nicknames: “Lion of Lannister” to his face and
“Kingslayer” behind his back) of Jaime to date comes from Jon, whose
path will in so many ways mirror Jaime’s. Like Jaime, Jon will join a
corrupt/degraded institution at a very young age, be rather
disillusioned (though Jaime’s disillusionment was certainly harsher than
Jon’s finding out that there were criminals in the Night’s Watch!) and
be forced to choose between conflicting vows (or perhaps more accurately
between what is morally the right thing to do versus what is the
outward appearance of honor, in Jon's case with his sojourn with the
Wildlings.)
“Ser Jaime Lannister was twin to Queen Cersei; tall
and golden, with flashing green eyes and a smile that cut like a
knife... Jon found it hard to look away from him. This is what a king should look like,
he thought to himself as the man passed.”
Again, we get this idea
of things not being what they seem: the Kingslayer looks like a king,
the King looks like a sweaty drunk ...
Jon is also fascinated by
Tyrion, perhaps because he’s never seen a dwarf before. “All that the
gods had given to Cersei and Jaime, they had denied Tyrion.” And yet, at
this point, and as we’ll see later in the chapter, Tyrion is by far the
best of the Lannisters, despite his ugliness.
Benjen and Theon
round out the group at the high table, with Benjen giving Jon a smile
and Theon ignoring him, which Jon thinks is pretty par for the course.
Jon
keeps trying to convince himself that he’s happy not to be at the main
table with the royals, but clearly he’s not happy about the distinction
made between him and his legitimate half-brothers and sisters. He tells
Benjen that it was Lady Stark’s decision that it might be insulting to
the royal family to be seated with a bastard. OK, so now I need to
digress because this particular moment is often introduced as evidence
that Catelyn Stark is a horrible, evil stepmother person - and first of
all, clearly this is completely different from Jon’s usual experiences,
which are that he eats with his brothers/sisters “most times.” So Jon is
clearly almost never treated like Cinderella forced to skulk
in the ashes or whatever people like to throw in as how horrible Catelyn
is to him. And on top of that, she is right that the royal family - or Cersei in particular - would take it amiss to have Ned’s bastard placed near her children.
Queen Cersei already been humiliated by Robert on this visit, and
Catelyn is quite right to see that avoiding any additional grounds for
hostility from Cersei is probably a good idea.
Furthermore, we
only have Jon’s word for it that it was Catelyn’s decision anyway -
either Ned concurred (because if he hadn’t, Jon would have been eating
with the King and his family) OR Jon’s banishment to the depths of the
hall was actually at Ned’s instigation. If Jon is who I very firmly
think he is (i.e. Lyanna’s son by Rhaegar Targaryen), then the last thing
Ned wants to do is arouse any suspicions, or have this kid who looks
soooo much like his dead sister (Arya and Jon supposedly look very much
alike and Arya is said to resemble Lyanna so I’m extrapolating) or cause
Robert to ask him uncomfortable questions about Jon’s mother that would
force Ned into outright falsehoods and have the additional negative
effects of being deeply insulting to Catelyn. To sum up, while Jon
believes it’s Catelyn’s doing that he’s not sitting with the rest of the
family, I’m not so sure he’s reading things right, even though he says
that “a bastard has to learn to notice things, to read the truth that
people hid behind their eyes.”
Anyway, family banquet aside, Jon
begs Benjen to take him to the Wall, and Benjen quite rightly suggests
that Jon is maybe not old enough to make such a life-changing decision.
“If you knew what the oath would cost you, you might be less eager to pay the price, son.”
I’m
pretty curious about Benjen, like I really want to know what he makes
of Ned’s having a bastard, or if he knows the truth about Jon’s
parentage - I don’t think he really does, because I think Ned told NO
ONE! - and when he joined the Night’s Watch and what moved him to
do so. Was it before or after Robert’s Rebellion? It must have been
after, since there’s “always a Stark at Winterfell,” and Brandon was
dead and Ned was off chasing Lyanna and fighting Robert’s war. And
Benjen would have been Ned’s heir at that point too, right? So ... what
made him decide to join the NW AFTER Ned came home? All questions I will
never know the answer to, but also a tribute to how sympathetic this
relatively minor character is! I don’t believe Benjen is Coldhands, by
the way, for a variety of reasons.
But then Benjen loses me a bit
by telling Jon that after he’s fathered a few bastards, he may feel
differently about joining the Night’s Watch. First of all, because it’s
clear that he really doesn’t understand Jon if he thinks Jon would
father bastards, and secondly because, although it’s all of a piece with
Wetseros thinking, I kind of abhor the idea that sexual experience is
what differentiates adulthood from childhood which is what Benjen seems
to be saying here.
Anyway, NO ONE UNDERSTANDS poor Jon, so he
heads out into the yard to have a good cry in private except instead of
privacy, he gets Tyrion Lannister, who is instantly sympathetic (though
I’m glad Martin rethought the tumbling skills!) and recognizes in Jon a
fellow outsider in a way that Jon’s own uncle, who loves him dearly, has
just proven completely incapable of doing.
“Never forget what you
are, for surely the world will not. Make it your strength. Then it can
never be your weakness. Armor yourself in it, and it will never be used
to hurt you.” (Tyrion, of course, signally forgets his own advice during
his relationship with Shae, but that’s for another chapter.)
And
then he gets off a couple more of his great lines. First: “All dwarfs
are bastards in their father’s eyes,” which is something Jon needs to
hear, i.e. that he is not the only person in this position and in fact
in some ways his life is better than others’ because his father (or
“father”) clearly loves him and we’ve seen throughout this chapter that
he has loving relationships with his siblings and uncle and that his
father’s men truly care for him. Cheer up, emo Jon, things are only
going to get worse for you from here.
Tyrion leaves Jon with a bit of parting wisdom: “All dwarfs may be bastards, yet not all bastards need be dwarfs.”
One
final Very Interesting Thing: as Tyrion leaves, the shadow he casts is
elongated “and for just a moment Tyrion Lannister stood as tall as a
king.” So Jon, disappointed in the actual King his father loves so
much, has now seen BOTH Lannister brothers as kings - Jaime earlier, and
Tyrion here - which I find interesting. It’s also interesting that one
of the despised Lannisters ends up being the person who shows Jon the
most empathy in this chapter. It’s the first inkling we’re getting that
all is not always what it seems, since thus far, the Starks are
positioned as the Heroes and the Lannisters as their antagonists.
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